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  • Weight Watchers Week Five: For me, it’s about personal integrity

    Back when I was in high school and college, I loved self-help books. They helped me figure out who I wanted to be, where I was going to go, and how I wanted to get there. One of the books I read was a book that was hugely popular at the time, Stephen Covey’s The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People.

    The aspect of the book that made the biggest impression on me was the discussion about personal integrity. Maybe it was because my dad often talked about the importance of integrity and pointed out ways that people disregarded it. Whatever the reason, everything Covey said about it made a lot of sense to me, and I really internalized the notion that integrity is key to successful relationships – not just with others, but with ourselves.

    I’ve been overweight since I was about eight years old, when we moved in with my grandmother for a year to an area where I didn’t have any friends and got quite lonely. I learned to quash my feelings by eating, and that tendency got worse over the years. About ten years ago, I realized the connection between my emotions and food and since then, I’ve worked hard to break it.

    In the last 25 years, I’ve been on dozens of diets and tried to lose weight countless times. Sometimes I succeeded, but it was always temporary, because my emotions would get the better of me and I’d start eating again. But now, I’m finally at a place where that doesn’t (usually) happen.

    And this is where my personal integrity kicks in. During my teens and twenties, I hated myself for not being able to lose weight. I thought it made me a bad person. When I finally understood the connection between my emotions and food, I was able to be kinder to myself but I still felt out of control. But now that I am no longer hostage to my emotions (or to food), I know that failing at Weight Watchers would be a devastating blow to my personal integrity.

    It’s not so much about the numbers on the scale as it is about the effort I give it. If I try my absolute best to lose weight and it doesn’t happen, I have nothing to feel bad about. (I will, however, head straight for my doctor for some tests.) On the other hand, if I slack off simply because I lack commitment, then I’ll feel terrible about breaking a promise I’ve made to myself.

    I’ve been on Weight Watchers for four weeks now and I’m determined to succeed. The number on the scale is heading in the right direction, which is definitely rewarding. But the boost in self-confidence and self-worth that I get from keeping my promise to myself is even more rewarding than that.

    Comments

    1. Good for you! I lost 43 lbs on WW last year after years of being heavy and yo-yo diets. WW does work, and it teaches you the right way to eat for life. I have kept the weight off and plan to lose about 20 more lbs. Good luck to you!

    2. ~Steffie~ says:

      Weight Watchers is an amazing program. I gained 100 pounds when I was pregnant with my son, and I was already 50 pounds over weight. I have successfully lost 70 pounds over the past 2 years and feel confident I can shed the remaining 80.

      On of the best classes I took in High School was The Seven Habits of Highly Effective Teens and I have had a copy of Stephen Covey’s book ever sense! Great post! I wish you luck on your weight loss journey! You have probably already heard of it, but the best resource I have EVER found for a WW member is:

      http://www.dwlz.com

      Whenever we go out to eat I always print the list of the low point items for that restaurant and use it instead of the menu. I don’t even LOOK at the menu so I won’t be tempted for high point items.

      http://www.thriftywench.com

    3. MetaMommy says:

      That’s great. Glad to hear WW is working for you. My brother-in-law has been faithful to a few WW cookbooks, and he’s looking great these days. There are just a lot of sensible food ideas that incorporate fun flavor, nutrition, but minimal fat and calories. I was really impressed with a lot of recipes!

    4. Chief Family Officer says:

      @Shonda – Right back at ya! Thanks for your kind words and good luck to you, too!

      @Steffie – Wow! I am so impressed, and I’m sure you’ll lose the remaining weight also. Thanks for DWLZ, it was the first site a friend doing WW mentioned to me too :)

      @MM – Thanks! And I’m impressed you’re surfing and leaving comments – I’d guess that you’re nursing, but your typing is perfect, so you can’t be doing it one handed :)

    5. MetaMommy says:

      LOL…I have some strange down time. Like when MetaGirl falls asleep and I put her down. If she’s in one of her moods, she’ll give me perhaps 5 minutes before she realizes she’s been put down and wakes herself up to fight back. Those 5 minutes…I love those 5 minutes!!!

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